TW: Eating disorders So firstly, i'll start off by saying I may have had a few wines at the weekend, I think considering it was my first attempt at really cutting it out, I lasted an ok time but I was pretty disappointed in myself. Every little step counts though and I have to be … Continue reading ‘The Big Eat’
‘Here come the colouring books..’
Colouring books...check Learn to sketch book...check Gym membership...check Spanish lessons...check Fairy lights and candles...check Essential oils...check 384759 new books and journals...check So, I don't know about anyone else but I am a sucker for trying to pump myself with all things mental healthy all at once and then boom, I avoid all 97 coping mechanisms … Continue reading ‘Here come the colouring books..’
‘Wasted potential’
Now I'm not trying to show off or anything but look at me go..two blogs in one month, I've forgotten that I can sometimes do that. Yano, not completely bury my head in the sand and procrastinate for 837 hours on twitter and Instagram... On that note, I have deactivated my Instagram (one whole day, … Continue reading ‘Wasted potential’
‘I’m tired’
So hello..we know how this goes, I apologise for not blogging and then promise to make a more committed effort..and then I don't...and then the cycle continues forever and ever until death so maybe I'll just skip that part today? Apparently, I have commitment issues in all aspects of life, no biggie. I've installed … Continue reading ‘I’m tired’
A letter to myself
I used to have a letter I wrote to myself and when I was feeling low I'd seek it out and give it a read. I couldn't find it but found some old poetry (not sure it counts as poetry?) stuffs - thought I'd share a few over the next few days. Starting with one … Continue reading A letter to myself
‘Loving yourself is a daily practice’
TW: Eating disorders, self-harm. Yo hey hellooo, I have been binge watching Ru Pauls drag race and it is legit the best damnn thing I am having a great time (whilst avoiding all assignments and pressing issues because avoidance is ma fav). So Ru is full of quoteables and really, just has improved my daily … Continue reading ‘Loving yourself is a daily practice’
‘Becoming emotionless’
Hellooo, So a whole month has jumped between posts and this time it was completely unintentional as it had genuinely only felt like it was just a week since *tried not to freak out about life passing before my eyes and eventually leading to being 97 in my rocking chair*. Just as a quick side … Continue reading ‘Becoming emotionless’
‘When the dust settles’
Hello. Long time no see? I know. Of all my attempts and wants to maintain a blog, I left it to the back of everything for five months. The fact that its been five months is a bit mad when I think about it because in some respects it only feels like a few weeks. … Continue reading ‘When the dust settles’
‘What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger’
(Dare you to say that without singing it) TW: Suicide, self-harm, depression. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. You made it through, look how strong you are? You've got to be strong! I wanted to write a 'well me' vs 'unwell me' and how our perspective is altered depending on the day and how … Continue reading ‘What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger’
‘Ah ah ah ah, staying alive’
TW: self harm, suicide, substance misuse. Ok so by now I'm sure you may have guessed I am a sucker for dry humour and 'making light' at myself / how I'm feeling (I'm hoping you've realised or you have not been paying attention / I'm terrible at humour).. Either way, that is just how I … Continue reading ‘Ah ah ah ah, staying alive’
